Far from home
June 3, 2025 - 2:05 AM
Hi Aliyah,
*blows dust off of keyboard* well, hello there miss aliyah.
i should be finishing my work for the day, but i'm having trouble getting around to it. It's not really that i don't want to do it, it's just that i think i am just really excited to be with you.
On june 13th, i will be in the air for 4 hours and 26 minutes (equivalant to ordering chipotle 133 times) taking me 1,985 miles (10,480,800 feet) Where hopefully 🤞, you will be there, waiting for me.
I am really greatful for the time we get to spend together. Looking back on this year is, interesting...
- "Graduted" "college"
- Accpeted a full time job offer
- Moved to San Fransisco
from an outsiders perspective, i am very lucky. I guess you could say im lucky with my job and stuff but lateley i kinda just feel backwards. dont get me wrong - I feel greatful for my oppourtunity, but like
it is hard to sometimes coming back after work and just sitting around with no one.
I got a letter from you when I walked into my building today. They are one of my favorite things to come home too. We'll really its my only thing to come home to.
Although with the joy of picking the letter out of the mail box and looking at your funny designs - comes sitting down to read it. When I read them without videoing myself to send to you I tend to get quite sad. It does help to video as it makes it funnier to have someone to share it with. but when no one is here it is just a bit lonely. particularly without you here
Wow writing this is taking a toll on me right now
But anyhow, in the letter I got from 5/23/25 you started it with
"William,
Hello, How are you?"
I'm alright, but I do miss you a lot tbh
And then you said:
"I have good news for you. I have stopped crashing out about our potential engagemnet"
which isnt good news... I like you wanting to get married and showing me stuff. Even though I know it hurts my baby that we arent engaged yet, and EVERYONE else online is 🙄
Anyhow, I just wrote this in letter form too so i can mail it to you. and my hand hurts from writing. But I love you so much.
side note: I have a meeting in 7 hours:

I love you goodnight,
-William